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Hey, Lilah. I know it’s a long shot that this post will reach you. Maybe you’re not even on tumblr anymore, but I’ll be darned if I’m just gonna sit back and do nothing, so here we go.
My name is Michelle (though you may just remember me as Beth) and we knew each other through tumblr RP. You were River Song (justwaituntilmyhusbandgetshere) and I was - and to a degree still am - Lyra Sigma (theoldestcompanion).
Your River blog no longer exists and I never knew if you had any other blogs, RP or personal. But you were one of the greatest friends I made on tumblr and it sucks that we’re no longer in contact. So, if by some freak chance you see this, please, please, please drop me an ask, reblog this post or tweet me at TheRPAddict. I value our friendship too much to just let this go, and I realize that I’m coming off as a crazy stalker but oh well. XD
I apologize to the Whovians and Alex Kingston fans who see this random post in your tag, but tagging this with Doctor Who, River Song and Alex Kingston will hopefully *fingers crossed* give me more chance of reaching Lilah. So… yeah… sorry…
If anyone here knows Lilah, nudge her gently in my direction? :P XD
Is anyone’s ask box open for some, like, ranting or whatever? ‘Cause I feel like fucking crap right now and I just need someone to talk to. Please…?
1: I care too much about what others think of me.
2: I almost never smile or laugh in public.
3: When I do, I immediately stop ‘cause I feel guilty.
4: I rarely leave my house (see point 1 for why).
5: I take any abuse that’s thrown my way without sticking up for myself.
6: I let myself go ‘cause I don’t think I’m worth it.
7: I hold onto anger ‘cause it’s the only emotion I’m good at.
8: I don’t talk to new people, ‘cause I assume they’ve already made up their minds about me.
9: I reject any help that passes my way, ‘cause I’m infuriatingly stubborn and believe I can deal with my problems myself.
10: I don’t let people get close, ‘cause I’m scared of getting hurt.
I can’t even… I just… I know I’m way late to the game but I’ve just seen episode one of season five of Glee. And… just… OH MY FU***NG GOD!!!!!!! I CAN’T EVEN! THE RIVAL (FELLOW) SHOW CHOIRS! SEBASTIAN! EVIL SEBASTIAN! IT’S ALL JUST… TOO MUCH! SBDGHSDKFBASJKHFDBFBHFKAVFKSBFBDKJFBSDJBFSDJ BLAINE PROPOSED AND JUST FHWEIUFHEWDHSJLADHJASDHUIASHFUIAHFI
Ok… I think I’m done fangirling… Sorry and all that jazz… XD
I want it noted before anyone in the Catfish tag (‘cause I’ll be tagging this with Catfish) clicks on the read more, I love Catfish (even though I’m relatively new to the show) and all the stuff below are my concerns. The show itself is awesome but there are those small moments where I feel paranoid and sad. So yeah, not hating, just venting and stuff. :P
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